munyuen

something wrong with the photo uploader..
never mind..
i don't have mood to upload now also..
I DON'T FEEL HAPPY NOW!!!!!
when can i escape from this jail?
i never hang out with my friends before..
and this time, i just want to go to a friend's house..
is that so hard for you to say yes or nod your head?
you want good results, okay i've give it to you..
you want me to do housework, okay i did it..
you want me not to hang out with friends at shopping center, okay i never ever hang out with them
every holiday, i just stay at home..
i'm 16 now..
i'm not a child anymore..
i'm a teenager..
i have my own feelings and thinkings too..
i just want to go to a friend's house..
just one time only..
let's see what your answers when i ask for your highly-respected permission
" don't go la..you already went out with us so many times"
then i said" i can call ah wong to fetch me"
" when it is?"
i said" this sunday"
" don't go la..tomorrow is a school day, and this is not a birthday party..not important also"
i keep in silence
" you go and ask your dad, don't make the decision by yourself!"

ya..you can say no..
but can you change your manner when you talk to me?
i didn't say it is bad..
but i think you can make a big change..
maybe that will make me feel better when you reject me..
i think you should say like that ..
eg:" you already went out with us so many times, i think you should rest during this holiday, go next time ok?"

this is just a little things that i hope for..
thanks a lot for making me mad,spoiling my mood and also causing me to have a hot-temper!
and finally..sorry to my friends, i can't go this time..
i don't want to promise anything in front of you all..
cause i know it will never ever happen in my life..
whenever you all ask me..
i'll keep on saying " i don't know" or "i'm not sure"
and what i want to say now is
NEVER EVER ASK ME TO HANG OUT WITH YOU GUYS!!!
the answer at the end will always be " NO! NO! NO! "
i think i will be lock in this cage till the day i die
am i right? my lovely mum..