" life is meaningless" . okay. this is what i thought when i was in form2. maybe i'm influenced by the poem that we studied. er.. i don't remember what it called. er.. something like describing a burning candle. haha. something like that la.. ( my god.. my short memory comes again)..haha.. maybe i'm too emotional or my mind always change day by day, year by year..things that i thought in last time, decision that i made in last time, people that i hate in last time.. these are all the things, the thoughts that i will change..(except for my loves one la of course hahaha)
its hard to find the balance. the equalibrium when i got so many things. i realized that its hard to have too many things in one time. friendship, relationship, family, study, work, my dreams, my future...there are too many unknown. no one can predict or calculate in scientific method about our future..no one will know who will leave us, who will stay with us, who will betray us, who will support us whatever we do..its no way we can find out the answer..okay.. so the only thing we can do is appreciate the "now".. i'll appreciate the time.. the last year that i stay in secondary school..let god decide everything..so, stop thinking that life is meaningless.. cause we can make it meaningfull. nothing will change my mind now. i know sometimes its hard to be cheerful when we face the problems.. but the sun will still shines brightly,brilliantly after the rain goes.. when the problems passed away, it really passed away( except you borrow money from shark loan hahahaha)
so don't think too much! fight for spm! goodluck =)
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