munyuen

huuu~
finally i decide to type a long post today.
actually i got a lot things to say, but i'm just keep inside my heart few weeks ago.
i'm still wondering why i do that to myself hahaha.
it's better to say it out right?
okay...

er.. to one of my friend :
i think you won't know that i'm talking to you now ( cause i'm not gonna say who it is haha)
okay.. just call you "E" in my blog..
E, i heard bad news about you from somebody..
i'm so sorry for that.. sorry for all the misunderstanding..
so, from now on, i'll look after you..
you can be safe if i'm around haha
i'm sorry that i can't tell you the truth
cause there are so many reasons that don't allow me to tell you
everything that i do are good for you
sometimes i wish that you can really listen to what i say
you are not a child anymore
be mature, my friend..
i can't take care of you after we graduate
i know you can be strong and tough..
but you keep thinking that you can't
sometimes i become really angry because of your attitude
but after a while, i realize that i can't force you
you are really different if compare with me
sometimes i don't really pay attention to your story
cause i though you can handle it well
i thought everything could be fine
but i'm wrong..
you can't forget everything that happened in your life..
i'm sorry to say that you are stubborn
you keep thinking the past and make things more complicated
why don't you let it go?
i don't understand what are you thinking and how do you feel
okay..
i'm not angry or mad at you now
just telling you how i feel about you in this year
hope everything can turn better after this holiday